oh man... wat a crazy week. I freakin swear my life has turned into save by the bell within the past couple days...

heh we were like a fairy tale... its been 4 years in the making. i've waited a long time 4 this, so why should there be ne problems? hah... who would have known id meet another girl around here just as incredible as her. But wen it came down to choices the fairy tale came out on top. and i THOUGHT.... thats wat i wanted....

But... a fairy tale? this is reality. Reality kicked in. And it kicked hard. And it kicked me square in the ass. I was to foolish to make ne choice at that time. i thought i knew... but... i dont know. I tried to have it all and had to lose one. Now i have one... but miss the other more than i could have ever imagined. God i miss her....... :/

"u dont know wat u got till its gone". I hate that saying... it makes me feel like crap just thinking of it. honestly... i really couldnt tell u wat i truly wanted. this sux. i can't have one without hurting the other.... but i dont want to lose either... freakin crap.

heh saved by the bell. Well if im Zack i better find out who the hell is Kelly, my love, and who is Jessi, my girl bestfriend. cuz rite now im pretty screwed...

either way i love em both......

i lean one way only to be pulled the other..... im torn...



and baby... friends forever....
posted by Philip at 12:28 AM